Today I woke up and went to church. We were talking about purity and what it is. I was told to be pure in every way...mind, soul, and physical...let's be real...I'm almost 16 that's one of the only thing's on my mind, I try to make it leave, but sometimes it just doesn't. I'm pure in my soul and physically because I want my husband to be a virgin as well as myself. Well after we were taught about sex, like we are ever year at this time, we are aloud to ask question, but we write them on paper so that you can ask whatever you want and not be embarrassed. One girl asked the question, "What if I think he's the one and we've already done stuff?" Guess who answered it.....me.
See my sister is a big reason why I am the way I am....long story short...she dated this guy and ended up leaving home to be with him, they were engaged to be married, she got prego omego and he wasn't a fit father..he was abusive to her, well she left and now she's back home...safe. She's going to be a single mother and she too thought they the guy that she was with was "the one" but he wasn't.
So I pretty much told the chick...whoever it was...keep it in your pants.
Later on today, when I was home I got on my facebook and checked everything, well my mom wanted my to play with our two dogs, Evie and Tobie, so I signed out and went outside. I ended up leaving the ball in the house so I came back in to get it and when I did I saw my mom on my facebook reading my message.....can anyone say invasion of privacy??? I think it was, I think that my mom should trust that in time i will tell her everything about my life cause I do. But it's whatever I guess.
~ There's music to be made~
Just me
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