Tuesday, March 16, 2010

This is how I am now going to vent.

I finally realized something today. 
  I'm someone new. Completely different than I was 8 months ago. 
           *Random fact about me*
  •  I've had mild depression for 2 years...which means that I'm always depressed. It comes and goes, but stays around way to long 
 1st: Valentines day a girl got into it with me about my now ex boyfriend. He decided that he need to look back at our relationship to see if it was worth saving and decided not to see me.  
  2nd: His boyfriend is a butt head and I don't want to be around him, well Amanda(bff) and me decided to vent...and it wasn't even really venting, I made a joke about him, end of story...we broke up. 
  3rd: Amanda's mom now hates me because I made a joke about Hunter...aka my ex's bff....I think it's stupid. 
    And outta all of this I've realized...
  1. Guys aren't worth my time
  2. Half of my "friends" are two-face!
  3. I'm better off the way I was at the beginning of the school year...in a screw off mode..and alone.
So here's what I'm really trying to say: I am who I am and if you don't like it then you can move on.
 ~There's music to be made~
Just me

2 comments:

  1. I didn't realize you have mild depression. =(
    And I'm always here for ya if you need to vent. People who betray trust and tell everybody everything suck.

    ReplyDelete
  2. Ha..yea I haven't really ever told anyone because I don't want people feeling sorry for me.
    Yeaa they dooo!

    ReplyDelete